Figured I'd write a bit of an update..

Tomorrow I have a counselling appointment.. -sigh-
I'm not looking forward to this.. There's too much to talk about with next to no time to tackle any issues due to the next bit of info..

On the 8th, I have to call Homewood. As the days are getting closer to going, I find myself crying. Crying not only from despair, but from fear. This is a huge step for ANYONE to take, and I can feel myself being crushed by the weight of such a huge decision. ..Even more terrifying than going, is having them deny me. I really don't know what I'll do if that ends up happening.

Photography..
I've already given up on taking a picture a day (which I was putting on my flickr account) because they won't allow cameras into Homewood. Since finding out, I haven't felt motivated to do anything regarding photography. The thought of taking pictures of myself makes me want to vomit.

There's just so much I need to say with no one to say it to.

For those who don't know about the Homewood thing, don't worry about it. Just know that I won't have the Internet for several weeks.

Take care and keep safe.